Can I do anything about this? Our school keeps taking away our public holidays and asks only 10th graders to come with school uniform as well.

9th sst is just an extended version of what we learned in 6th to 8th

Reee mara to naash holiya , ab to physics meri chinta karta hai

Ik what I did was pretty wrong.. well no one knows till now , I'm away from my parents so yah no one knows.. u guys can check my POST IN THE PROFILE FOR FURTHER THINGS ..

ik jee isn't everything and i understand it pretty well , i just don't feel like living.. kind of sui*dal for almost a decade ..

idk what am i really doing .. i don't remember much of anything past the last couple of months since my brain doesn't hold onto long term memory well aside from a few things.

i fu*king hate this loneliness.. why cant i have friends ? why cant i be happy like others.. why cant i have a good life instead of these suci..dal thoughtsss.

i know it peaked in 8th grade and i researched methods and things , still read ppl suc*de notes online .. tried everything to fix , never really feels like it does much of anything but make it easier to trick myself into believing i can see a light somewhere foreward. tried medication- same deal. almost a decade holding these thoughts.. i just cant hold them more.. still struggling regularly with wanting to die and now at nearly a decade being like this , i dont see a hope .. in the last couple of months i nearly did it a couple of times . im struggling but i just can't. i feel stuck. i don't think i could even bring myself to talk to someone honestly and i'll just autopilot pull the same shit i do to everyone else and try to act fine shi ..and if that happens again i don't know what i'll do.

i just feel trapped. i feel like an animal caught in a snare trying to gnaw its own limb off to escape. i hate myself. i hate everyone. i hate the world. i hate everything. i hate that sometimes i feel okay and like things could be okay only to fall into a tar pit again. i just feel like a black hole and i want it all to stop. but i'm also a coward , so the thought of not succeeding and ending up fuc*ed up worse for life is terrifying. i just want everything to stop. i cant survive in this world , even if i did i'll not be happy ..

i don't even know why im posting this. i just need to talk somewhere i guess.

[Tel Aviv impressed]

Watching Ashu And Ushank Ghai Oneshot for school exams as begginer is good and after that revision and oswaal question bank question solving can boost my score ?? also if i dont study for jee my 11th is wasted ?? (I am Ex-JEE aspirant)

They did a bag check and now this message. Soth point js needs to shut down atp

theres a lot of pyqs here, all except hindi and also an option to download a whole bundle as zip file. hopefully it helps someone out. (dm for the info) its completely free and so basic and im doing it cuz i struggled a lot last year to find everything properly and now i'm in 11th and this has been in my mind for a while.

9rs bolke , 89rs mein loot liya 🥀

I just wanted to ask if it is just my school or other schools as well who are just completing the portion just for the sake of completing 🥀🥀🥀.

Going damn fast with the syllabus, wtf is even the point i don't understand y boards are given priority. I mean can't they treat it like normal final exams? If they treated it normally, completed syllabus in January, understanding would be better. Better results right

And also I wanted to ask abt the holidays. How many days have u gotten for ur dassara vacation and winter vacation? Is getting 4 days practical for 10th graders along with doing multiple projects?

Passed out 10 graders, pls tell me if u guys think that the board marks actually matter. If so for what? I am not facing any struggle in 10th grade but just want to know about the significance of the glory of 10th grade.

Government shall take measures on 10 graders for schools to reduce burden. What do u guys think??? Pls tell

I just want to know how u guys are coping with the schl, syllabus, lesser holidays and to the seniors about where can I use my 10th certificate

TL;DR: Accidentally opted for the wrong stream, applied for a change on the 2nd day itself, but it finally got changed in the middle of my mid-terms. Now I’m a NEET aspirant starting my Class 11 syllabus from basically scratch.

LOCKING IN, STARTING MY CLASS 11 SYLLABUS

So basically, back in March I accidentally opted for the wrong stream. On the very 2nd day, I went to school to get it changed, filled the form and submitted it.

I kept following up for some time, but nothing really happened. Eventually.. I lost hope and stopped expecting the stream to get changed, so I just started studying the subjects of the stream I was already in and gave my periodic exams accordingly.

Then randomly, in the middle of my mid-terms, my stream finally got changed. I just got a text from my teacher telling me about the change.

Now I’m a NEET aspirant and I have to start my Class 11 PCB syllabus properly, but I’m obviously very behind and have a LOTTT to cover.

My subjects are Physics, Chemistry, Biology, Computer Science & Home Science.

I've the Arjuna batch, and I’m finally locking in and starting everything properly lectures, NCERT, notes, questions and revision.

Any suggestions/advice are appreciated, seniors especially, and if someone is in the same boat, would love to know how you’re managing it.

hey, i have taken pcm, and i am doing pw online (arjuna 1.0).

i recently gave my half-yearly exams at school, and i got:

maths - 68/80
physics - 48/70
chemistry - 45/70

however, around 2 days ago, i attempted two jee advanced papers and got 134/180 and 121/180, which was around 94 percentile.

so i was wondering, is this kind of thing normal for other people as well? my jee preparation and tuition are going pretty well, and i feel like i understand the concepts, but for some reason i cannot get the same level of performance in school exams.

i think part of the problem might be that school exams focus more on derivations, definitions, subjective answers and presentation, whereas jee is much more focused on concepts and problem solving.

has anyone else experienced this? and if so, what helped you improve your school marks without hurting your jee preparation?

i would really appreciate any tips on how to balance both better.

I am now in class 12th I read some chapters like motion 1d 2d nlm

Thermodynamics mole concept chemical bonding atomic structure

Basic maths trigo sets r&f thats all I know so far.

Syllabus: First 7 chapters